キノ・マクレガ―のインスタグラム(kinoyoga) - 11月10日 05時33分

Goodbye Dad. You left this morning, in your sleep. I always thought I’d be there holding your hand when you crossed over, but it didn’t happen like that. I guess you wouldn’t have been able to leave if I was sitting next to you. I don’t know if I would have ever been ready to say goodbye, but here I am saying goodbye.
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John Richard MacGregor, you were a kind and gentle man who never meant anyone harm nor had one nasty thought in your heart. You raised orchids and mangos and Dobermans and Labradors and loved me more than anything your whole life. You suffered for nearly three years and it was your time now. While I accept and understand and was in many ways preparing for this moment, I’m still devastated. You were loved dearly and you loved dearly. I hope you’ll be my angel now that you’ve crossed over to the other side, I see you standing in a body of light, in a blaze of glory.
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I was supposed to be on the way to Mexico for a conference (sorry everyone, hope you understand), but now I’m sitting in your hammock remembering your voice, your laugh, your smile, your kindness, your heart, your love. All that love is what’s lifted me up all these years. I saw how it broke your heart that you couldn’t speak when I saw you on Tuesday, how you tried to say “I love you” back to me but the strength wasn’t there, the words got swallowed in the aspiration that finally took your life. I got the call as I was about to go through security screening. My Mom texted “emergency” and she who is normally so composed was crying. The paramedics came, but there was nothing they could do.
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I don’t know how to process grief this big. Silence feels comforting, but so does writing these words. And yet underneath it all I feel a deep sense of peace. The last three years have been a game of magical thinking, believing that maybe you’d get better, watching as you faced an endless onslaught of illness. You fought the good fight until the end. And now, after a valiant struggle, you return to your home in the spirit as a prince. Dad, I love you, you’ll always be my hero.

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