ギャランス・ドレさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ギャランス・ドレInstagram)「When you grow and change, some parts of you have to go. . Allowing this to happen is the most difficult yet wonderful thing in the world. We are so attached to what we believe is our identity, we don’t even think about it. . So yesterday I went to an event, pushed by my sense of loyalty to old friends and also to the shiny names and space associated with it. Ahah! I can’t believe I still get lured in by that shit! I was also, as always, pushed by my curiosity (let that part of me never go!) - when I got there I literally felt suffocated - feeling like a wild woman coming out of her peaceful island and landing into Insta selfie land, impossibly high heels and glossy cheekbones. . I tried for half an hour to play the game I used to play, put on my shiny armor and my sense of humor and my easy conversation and take cute photos but nothing would do. I started feeling sick. . This is not a judgment of the event. A few years ago I was one of these people, hungry for things I hadn’t examined. . When I came back home I told this to my little sister Sacha who’s staying with me right now - and she told me “well this is not new, if there is one thing you’ve always been clear about it’s that you hate these kinds of things!” . So what this is an observation of coming out to yourself, how blind we can be to our own truth when everyone around else sees it, about our bodies knowing all along too (and making us sick) - and about finally finding the discipline to tell yourself : “You have done the work. You have made bold choices. You don’t need to fake it anymore. You don’t need that armor. Just go back home. Go back to the people you love, the things you love - and use your curiosity to open new doors - not keep banging on old ones. Who’s that new person you are? What is she going to do?” . Aaaaaah, it felt so good. . . . Photo @lehuanoelle」4月27日 1時06分