ギャランス・ドレさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ギャランス・ドレInstagram)「This photo was taken about a year ago, at a moment when I felt like I was falling apart. . I was on a job, and could barely work or talk to my clients. It had never happened to me. You probably have actually never seen me on a job, but I am usually super present, focused and I pay attention to everyone to make sure they feel heard, respected and remembered. . I’ve been on both side of the camera so I am aware of all the work it takes to make good stuff. I try to bring the best energy I can. That’s the me I know. . And suddenly I was this empty shell. Exhausted and depressed and barely there. And quite ashamed of it. But one thing is, I have a very hard time hiding my pain - or my joys. I’m just quite real most the time... Sometimes to a fault. . It scared me. I didn’t want people to misunderstand me. Think that I was a thoughtless diva. Never hire me and my team again. So I remember sitting down with @caitlinrvillarreal who works with me and is a wonder and a beautiful human and telling her look, I am so so sorry, but here is what’s happening. I am holding on by a hair. I know I will feel better soon but right now - this is where I am. I wish we could have pushed back this job. But we couldn’t. . As a boss that felt terribly vulnerable. I want to be an inspiration, a person you can count on. Not that fragile weepy woman. . She said thank you for telling me. Thank you for trusting me. We got your back. . I made it through, and we went on and created happy joyful images. . I can’t thank the team enough for protecting me and putting a screen of smoke between me and my client. . And now I look at this moment, this image taken between two shots and all I can feel is gratitude. For being surrounded by the most wonderful team. For the highs, the lows, and as it ALWAYS happens, the unexpected arms that open up to catch you as you’re falling. . @em_note @caitlinrvillarreal @veromcc @vanessakhoury__」4月11日 0時40分