Sarah Ramadanのインスタグラム(fightforgrowth) - 11月16日 12時51分

#TransformationTuesday

Then —January 2014: 68 lbs, suffering with anorexia nervous, depression, at risk of heart failure, osteoporosis, death.

Now — November 2016: 110 lbs, healthy, grateful, alive ?

There is a lot of pain in looking back, remembering the horrors I breathed and the illness that consumed.
However, there are blessings found in reflection.
Looking back, I reaffirm the greater force that magnifies my direction.
There are reasons behind my advocacy - there is purpose beyond my pain.
I could mention to you all the details of living within hospital walls, spending more time institutionalized than eating my own birthday cake.
Or I could tell you about how I had more conversations with doctors and psychiatrists than I did my own family.
How I spent more time pushing myself away than to cure a hate that fed deep into my sanity
I could tell you what it's like to be your own worst enemy, starving a monster you thought you were/

Except you were not/

When I saw the demons a part of myself, I realized I spent too many years apologizing for the calories I consumed and the skin I wore. /

I spent too many years conforming boundaries when I should have been breaking them./ Anorexia's fate was far too small to contain my youth, my beauty, my ambition, and I promised myself through this epiphany that every breath I took would be for one person only. /

When there is life and death to choose from, I chose life, and I chose it intensely.
I continue to make this decision every single day
#LiveWithIntensity #BestSelf #FightForGrowth

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