Ashley Jamesさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Ashley JamesInstagram)「I'm sat here feeding my girl on the sofa thinking, wow I've been breastfeeding for 9 months. That's 9 months that my body grew her on the inside and 9 months that I've grown her on the outside. ✨🤱🏼 It's funny how quickly people expect you to be 'back to normal' after having a baby. I feel you get a window where people are sympathetic of the chaos and lack of sleep and breastfeeding... And then you're just expected to do everything as before whilst trying to manage behind the scenes. It's interesting the difference in raising Alf and Ada with one big during lockdown and one being out of lockdown. It's been so nice getting to do it all again out of lockdown. It makes me even more sad for us, the new mums, that did it alone. But then I think every age group and friend sacrificed so much didn't they? My single friends, my friends having to home school, uni kids. I just feel grateful I've got to experience it a different way, but it's busier. Life feels 1000% faster. Anyway, just late night meandering 💭 What I was going to say was that today we had a very rare day of having no plans and doing nothing. Tommy's hurt his back so is having to rest. We played, watched movies, I wrapped presents, we wandered to the park. And it made me realise that since lockdown, I have filled up every single weekend. I fear a weekend of no plans and no people. I have never really been much of a home body - I've always loved adventuring and experiencing new things and being surrounded by people. But I also loved days at home. I think I've developed this worry about it after being forced to be home for so long. But hey, it was ok. Nice actually . Nice to just chill (as much as you can with kids) and get some life/Christmas admin done. ❤️ I wonder if anyone else has found their behaviours have changed since lockdown? Do you feel changed since it? Or did life go back to normal? I feel like it was this big thing we all went through and no one really talks about it anymore. For me, life is wonderful now, but I still feel like the old Ashley went into lockdown and a new Ashley came out. Anyway, the old Ashley didn't get late night cuddles with my girl on the sofa. ✨」12月17日 6時36分