アギーさんのインスタグラム写真 - (アギーInstagram)「In the first week of January this year, I ended up in a NYC ER department after fainting in a hotel lobby (from stress / anxiety). :::::: The doctors said that I need to take a couple of pills and go to the hospital for observation right away. I said I will, but instead I ended up sitting in a park by myself thinking: yes, it sucks. Some people stole money from me, some cheated on me, some left me in need, some put me there. I felt used and betrayed and if I told you all that happened to me, you would get why. ::::: That moment in the park, I got so sick of being a victim in my life and feeling sorry for myself, I didn’t want people feeling sorry for me either. I said to myself. F*** that. I hit the literal rock bottom and realized that while people may still take advantage of me, I will never give them the power to make me feel like I have no control my life. For now on, I will get to control how I feel about the situations in my life. No one else. :::::: This moment was like a light switch for me. 2020 turned out to be even harder than the year before but the only thing that changed was that every time I started feeling sorry for myself, I caught my thoughts and said: na-ah, we’re not doing this anymore, Aggie. We don’t feel sorry for ourselves, life is happening for us, not to us. :::::: In my recent podcast episode, my friend Aaron Alexander and I talk about this exact thing: relationships (and my course!), broken hearts and feeling sorry for ourselves — check out @enoughisenough for the latest episode! @alignpodcast - good chat! :::::: Outfit @aday at @theinvisiblehouse #joshuatree #neverafailurealwaysalesson #enoughisenough」12月19日 2時48分