ニーナ・メルセデスさんのインスタグラム動画 - (ニーナ・メルセデスInstagram)「Have you been to Hawaii? If so where? I lived in Kauai for a bit I loved it. More than anything I regret leaving. I find myself asking myself why did you leave and I don’t know. I used to have this pressure reflex of running away. Because of it I would move around and travel a lot. In the process of moving I destroyed so many opportunities for myself. I had to learn that it doesn’t matter where you go you’ll still be with you. Changing locations is a very temporary fix. You can live in paradise and still the pressures of your home life can cause to to run. Once that happens you run from paradise. But your taking you and all your bullshit with you lol. The best thing I did was sit still and face myself. I had to fix my home situation as tough as that was so I could be happy. Because I deserve happiness and I was tired of moving so much. I landed in Vegas when I started my work on myself. I’ve gotten so far you guys sometimes I am like YES!! Mama you did this!! And I clap for myself. I won’t stay in Vegas long I’ll eventually move to Oahu. My heart is in Hawaii my kids ask me almost daily about visiting. G watches Moana at least 2x a day. This time I’ll be moving for my own happiness not because I’m running away to try and create a happiness. Happiness is within you, it’s the life you create around you and that could be anywhere. Happiness is a decision and it’s always changing. Don’t get attached to ideas of happiness thinking I’ll be happy when ... I weigh x, when I have x in the bank, when I find my partner. Be happy now and all those things will vibrate towards you like a magnet. Happiness is a feeling you hold my love! Smile I love you! Check out my online store Apothecarybymariza.com now #hawaii #kauai #oahu #cheehoo #ohana #free #happy #feeling」6月23日 8時48分