Saghar Setarehさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Saghar SetarehInstagram)「Hello! It’s been a while since I last posted here. Like many of you I suppose, my mood too has been swinging all over the place over the past weeks. My sleep needed quite some alcohol to come back to me, but now I don’t really drink more than a couple of times a week, and I have made peace with going to sleep and waking up very late. My leg cast was removed early in April but I still need a special knee pad and I can’t walk yet. Although there has been a little improvement (like sitting at a desk, and not living in a bed anymore), now that I don’t feel as bruised and broken as I was right after the accident, the physical inability to do the most basic stuff makes me very frustrated. Everything needs the quadruple of normal time: from making coffee to hanging laundry. Taking a shower is exhausting and takes most of my day and I haven’t even considered making my bed. I have cooked though. Mostly because I can do the chopping and some preparations sitting down. I make double of the usual mess and I can’t really clean half of the usual. And there’s no way I can take a decent picture (apart from those quick ones you might have seen in the stories). There was a moment when I had completely lost the sense of time. But with the first sessions of PT last week I am slowly beginning to remember what it felt like to be my old self. And with that, inevitably comes the financial worries and the thought of what will become of us. I gave this account because many of you have kindly checked in on me and wanted to know how I’m doing. The truth is that, apart from the above, I have been amazingly coping well with the quarantine. Since March 7th, I have literally been out of my apartment only 3 times; all doctor appointments. I am blessed to be living in a nice (but at the moment hideously messy) apartment, and I am used to living alone and working from home. I have done my shopping online and friends and neighbors have generously helped me with throwing out the trash, or picking up my medication. The internet and Instagram are already way too crowded, so I thought I’d post when I had something valuable to share with you. Thank you for all the sweet messages. Hope you’re well.」4月29日 1時05分