スカイラー・カーギルさんのインスタグラム写真 - (スカイラー・カーギルInstagram)「hey ya’ll! haven’t posted in a bit as i’ve been working through some difficult times. not difficult in a bad way, just climbing barriers to my growth. . . a month ago, i was working two jobs (one i love and one night/weekend one i absolutely couldn’t stand) and dating someone who was super unhealthy for me. i ended my romantic relationship while at PTWC when she showed me her true colors - that even when i established boundaries and made my needs clear, she couldn’t meet them or respect them or even respect me. even though it was brief, it was, truly, the worst and hardest relationship i’ve been in. and i realized i let it exist because i had no self worth. i felt like that was the “love” i deserved. promptly after ending that, i quit my night job. i wasn’t respected there either and it continued to wear on my self worth and esteem. i felt truly worn out, beaten down, and taken advantage of. . . being taken advantage of was something i just didn’t speak up about. i put my priorities in the wrong places, in the wrong hearts, and at the end of the day, still felt depressed. depression for me means feeling literally nothing. and i made the conscious choice to tell hardly anyone about these situations because i was embarrassed. . . i’m no longer embarrassed. these things happen to a lot of folks and shutting folks out isn’t the right way for me to deal with it. so hey. i am healing. it isn’t linear, it isn’t always moving forward, but i know i am healing. i am so thankful for all y’all and just wanted to share a cute selfie i took on @illrollwithit ‘s fancy new iphone. how have you been? #trans #transandhappy #lgbtq #monochromatic #happier #healing #newyearissoon #newyearisanyday」8月29日 7時14分