Krissyのインスタグラム(cottagefarm) - 8月24日 00時43分

one week ago today our little boy Ruairí entered the world
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in the first moments of the new day between the darkness and the light - where the anticipation of you had been, suddenly there you were baby boy
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And our world swelled and swallowed us all into the folds of this new life together. A family
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I started a journey nine months ago with a quiet mind and an open heart - not knowing what would unfold or who you would be - but now, I know it could only ever have been you this whole time - tiny, gentle and calm
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I gave myself over to the process, trusted in it and in my capacity, without fear or apprehension. It was not easy and im eternally grateful to the courage garnered through the stories of other women and their journey down the same path. Knowing I could do it, because they too had done it
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and I am filled with gratitude for the kindness of those around us - of the sweet wishes and helpful hands of friends and family - and to the kindness of strangers - to those who cared for us in the hours after birth and to the woman in the market, her own cart loaded with children, who leaned over and whispered “well done mamma” as we passed. It is a strange and wonderful feeling to suddenly find yourself someone’s mamma - surreal is the best I can muster
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there is a sense of timeless now- no before or after - only these moments between wake and sleep and care - and the world seems particularly bright, vividly clear - only air and light
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we have wrapped ourselves inside this bewitching cocoon of tiny yawns, forehead kisses, diapers, all night feedings and countless grunts squeaks and cries - we are here savoring it all so please do forgive a little interruption to posting as we get to know this little man
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