Nicole Mejiaのインスタグラム(nicole_mejia) - 8月2日 05時34分

?Day ✌?#31daypbpu: stepping outside of my comfort zone.
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It's been a while since I've been able to write but I read a quote today that shot me straight through the heart and I knew that it was time.?
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?A comfort zone is a beautiful place to stay but nothing grows there.
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I have all these feelings, dreams, and ideas locked inside of me that are trying to claw their way to the surface in order to ignite change and catalyze growth.
The problem?
Most of them scare the shit out of me.
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I'm sure you can all relate.
There's that dream that you've had since you can remember that seems so far out of reach that you only entertain it in the shower or driving on your way to work. You decide to label it as a "fantasy" rather than make it an actual life goal.
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Maybe there's an experience from your past that keeps coming up but each time that you sense the sadness, or regret, or shame, or guilt that starts wash over you when you think about it, you push it down and just accept the numb, dull, or maybe even anxious feelings that take its place.
Or have you ever had an idea that you know would change your life dramatically but you also dread the added responsibility you'll have to take on or the self-discipline you'll need to bring that idea to fruition? Maybe you don't think you're worth that amount of success, happiness or achievement, so you talk yourself out of what you know will ultimately result in a better, more authentic life.
A more authentic version of yourself.
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?Our greatest fears in life hold pivotal life lessons and internal growth spurts on the other side of their conquer.
We've all just been trained to fear the possibility of failure more then the regret of never trying.
We've been numbed into wanting to fit in and be accepted by everyone at the cost of our individuality.
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I see people numbing all day long. I even notice it in myself as I deal with a recent loss and try to cope with and understand the shift in my reality.
We numb with movies, television, drinking, drugs, scrolling, shopping, and sex. We numb by listening to crap and talking shit about everything and everyone that differs from us.
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