Sarah Ramadanのインスタグラム(fightforgrowth) - 2月24日 03時55分

i’m going to be honest: talking about these subjects provokes great fear in me.
while I consider myself a happy person, I still have a hard time admitting i’m not always doing okay.
I was close to death when I battled against anorexia, but in understanding the illness, I was able to retaliate with awareness and fortitude. I’m proudly recovered today, but the underlying triggers that stirred anorexia into existence are deeply rooted in me. Something I don’t talk about often is my battle with depression and social anxiety. While I was diagnosed at an early age (15), I’ve only just began understanding these barriers. I was doing better when I began my recovery, but when my brother was killed 2 and a half years ago, things got worse. Having been the centre of my recovery + the key influencer to embracing my health, I lost a piece of my heart when I lost Aladdin.
Some days are harder. being sad for no particular cause, fearing the company of friends or strangers. avoiding situations and obligations. pushing loved ones away in fear of exposing insecurities. distracting my mind in a rush of errands so it may not consume itself.
some days are harder — today is one of them. I wonder why bad things happened to good people.
i wonder about pain and the purpose it serves.
i wonder why its so hard to breathe around my loved ones at times,
or why sadness can take over even the brightest of days.
I have yet to know these answers, i have yet to understand.
and maybe that’s why i’m still here.
no days are easy, most days are hard, but i can find comfort in hope - i hope you can too. #NeverGivingUp #FightForGrowth

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