スカイラー・カーギルのインスタグラム(skylarkergil) - 2月4日 06時46分

STORYTIME || today, i was leaving work and realized i had free time. no time is really free but hear my out - i had mentally free time. mental space where i wasn't clogged down by my daily tasks and my monthly plans and my year long goals. i took a deep breath and decided to change my course for the day.

in august, i had an itching for an 88 weighted key keyboard. i wanted to learn piano again as id been drawn to it my whole life. i found this yamaha that had raving reviews and i set it into my mind that i'd someday go to the piano store and sit down and try it out and see how it felt.

in september, i signed a contract for my memoir and the only keys i played were the letters typing up a long story of my life.

in october, i pressed keys hoping hilary clinton would become out next president.

in november, i was pressing those same keys again, respond to email after email from trans youth feeling hopeless, trying to send love through the letters on a screen.

in december, i was too depressed to press any keys at all.

in january, i was back at the typewriter, closing up chapters and falling asleep as my cat would lay across the keyboard of my laptop and wake me up when she pressed too many keys all at once.

now it's february. i wandered to the store in my mental bliss, sat down and knew instantly. i'm going to press these keys. i'm going to learn the piano. i am going to protest through my music, i am going to spread love through my music, i am going to create a better version of this world through music - the only way i know how.

blessed to have my memoir submitted, the advance of which allowed me to save up and buy this yamaha for myself. i cannot wait.

wish me luck ?✨

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