Sarah Ramadanのインスタグラム(fightforgrowth) - 11月25日 11時31分

I remember always being cold. Despite the layers of clothing that wrapped around my body, I didn’t know warmth and all of its colors.
Nothing stopped the sun, but rather something stopped me. Sensations were supressed; Numbness ruled. There was no fear greater than a sensation beyond the scope of my knowing.
Caressed in a comfort astray from chaos, I could write my name for you all. But tell me what fire is, and I wouldn’t know. Because when you dance in the winter for so long, you tend to forget.

In mechanical consumption and withering pursuit, concepts were sane in strictures so hollow. They ceased to correlate to the boundlessness of life. I wanted this boundlessness; I always did.

But how on earth was I to escape all that I knew? How am I to escape buried beliefs and tragic self-love stories. How am I to reap wonder while I fear the path my feet must pace?
How do you run away from, if you don’t know what you’re running for?

My answers were close. They lived in my heart. All I had to do was listen.? In courage, the fingers of my hands interlocked with one another and I found a safety that was grounded, a safety far more compelling than anorexia could ever be.

I lived in my skin, and for the first time in my life, it was the only place I wanted to be.
Bite after bite, intents nourished and seeds planted.

Step after step, Ideas manifested and flowers flourished.

Numbness wins no more.

Stay strong everyone. ? #TransformationTuesday #StrongNotSick #FightForGrowth
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