Sarah Ramadanのインスタグラム(fightforgrowth) - 4月11日 11時57分

Today marks a very special day for me – I have officially finished my first year at university! ???✏️? The first posts on this account highlight a few weeks after I left school in 2014. I was forced to leave university due to the medical complications I faced from anorexia. I was devastated. It was my dream school and, during those long years in treatment, a HUGE incentive to leave the hospital environment. I worked towards this goal, and anorexia took it all away. Worst of all, this relapse triggered life-threatening health complications and numbing distortions. I couldn’t even conceptualize the risks I was facing.
The only thing that really resonated with me at the time was the familiarity of the process.

I noticed a pattern: it was agreeing to mediocrity. I’d hold on to life in one hand, and the eating disorder in another. Ultimately however, the selfish nature of anorexia would refute, and a relapse would follow. This realization made me angry, but this anger was good for me. It prompted a need to fight back and to defy the eating disorder.
During that time, I was faced with an ultimatum: It was either recovery or death.

There is simply no in between.
To passively pass through life alongside the intruding nature of the disorder isn’t living, its suffering. The only way I would truly embrace this world is to stray from the comfort, the assurance, and wholeheartedly #fightforgrowth A year later, not only did I kill the eating disorder, but I’m stronger than I’ve ever been. ? I root for you all – Happy Friday! ?#staypositive #staystrong

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