レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 3月15日 21時39分

We took this picture 2 weeks ago. Trying to take a silly selfie outside your house and all of a sudden the sun burst through the clouds and light surrounded us. We were so excited to spend the week together and even though both Dennis and Mario wanted to come too we told then we needed sister time so they both stayed home. Next year we'll bring the boys, we said. Next year we'll go to the moon dance and then meet up with the guys and go roadtripping all together. Now you are in the light but you left me behind in the dark and there won't be a next year. There won't even be a this year.
The time we spent together last time I saw you and the conversations leading up to Monday were so intense, so full of love, I'm wondering now; why didn't I see this coming? You left me more voice messages than you ever have, just telling me you love me. You hid letters in my suitcase. You hugged me so tight. Why didn't you let me know those were the last days? Why didn't you let me say goodbye? I'm scared to listen to your words now because I want there to be something left, something to wait for. And I know now you won't be standing by my side when me and Dennis get married in June. There won't be a this year, or a next, or anything after that,
I wish you would have let me know and I would have held you in this earthly light outside your house for much longer. I would have never ever ever left you. Because then maybe you would never have left me

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