スカイラー・カーギルのインスタグラム(skylarkergil) - 2月1日 07時21分


CW/TW: talk of addiction/death, major car accident pictured
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on 12/4, i crashed my car into several parked, thankfully unoccupied, cars. i don’t remember getting behind the wheel. i don’t remember where i thought i was going. i just remember waking up to the paramedics extracting me from my vehicle and joking “did you want to die?” i said i didn’t know.. and that landed me in the ER for major abdominal injuries and a psych evaluation.
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i could have killed others, let alone myself. it is not okay. it is never okay to drive under any sort of influence (let alone the vast amount of shit in my system that led me to this point.) it’s unforgivable.
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i’d known for a while that my addiction was out of control. what i did is inexcusable. it’s cost me friendships, trust, and many financial bills (the least of my worries at this point) and what i want to say is DO NOT BE LIKE ME. if you are struggling, reach out because you are not alone. there are many free resources out there (the national suicide helpline, addiction recovery hotlines) and i didn’t utilize them properly. i am currently in rehab and will open up more about that soon.
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i’m posting the picture of my car (which is clearly totaled) to show that i legit shouldn’t have even been alive let alone able to kind of walk out of it. i was given a second chance and i’m not wasting it. i understand that by being honest about this, i may lose followers or more friends but i need to be honest about it because, like i said, DO NOT BE LIKE ME.
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#sober #accident #addiction #inexcusable


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