レイチェル・ブレイセンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (レイチェル・ブレイセンInstagram)「Slept 10 straight hours. Feel like I’m on the verge of some sort of epiphany. This is my final week of editing the new book... It’s hard. Exhausting. Sitting with it forces me to look at everything I’ve buried; not just emotion and pain but best friends and favorite dogs and grandmothers and stepdads. It’s like every day I open my computer and force myself to go; “which wound today?”. Writing this book was painful. Editing this book is painful. Everything about it is. I have moments editing where I wonder; did this all happen? To me? In this way? Yes. Yes. And perhaps I had to write it all down just so I could pull off the band aids and pick at the scabs and see what still needs healing. Well, turns out... A lot. We’re never done healing, I don’t think. And we’ll never stop missing the loves we’ve lost. ⁣ ⁣ My epiphany just now is that I need rest to be able to do this. So this 10-hour sleep... It was glorious. I want more of it. What would happen to me if I started sleeping more than 6 hours a night on a regular basis? Im thinking all those wounds might just heal a little easier. But who knows. It’s early and the sun is rising and the baby is waking up and somehow I made this life happen. I’m just so ⁣ grateful」5月22日 19時54分