ニーナ・メルセデスのインスタグラム(lifewithmariza) - 2月24日 05時32分

I've been having this issue lately that I'm trying to work through. Dealing with FEAR ? ever since I broke my leg hiking my body is now in "what if" mode. Last weekend everyone cliff jumped into the ocean and I stood there at the cliff and I couldn't jump my body was frozen, by body was shaking and as I walked away my tummy was trembling on the inside. I was so pissed because that's not me that night I couldn't sleep I couldn't believe I let fear get me. I had so much regret it was eating me up. I'm the fearless girl climbing trees, jumping fences, and diving in the deep blue. Normally, I believe if I die I'll be able to see my parents again so living is great but dying is not that bad so fuck it I'll play it out full and take chances. Usually I'm fearless I think when it's our time it's just our time till then I just do things I probably shouldn't, I take chances and I'll be the first to jump.
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Like I said though since I broke my leg hiking my mind has been panicking. Yesterday my brother was like let's go to Hoopi Falls and jump I was like ? but I've jumped it before so I knew I needed to just get past it. I stood at the top looking down and my body froze, I felt my mind was about to talk me out of it and before it could I shut my eyes and jumped. Crazy how powerful the mind is and how it controls our body. I proved I'm stronger though and in the end my mind may control my body but I control my mind. I hate fear. I actually love being scared I feel alive when I'm scared I think the feeling is funny. I don't like it controlling me and last weekend it controlled me. Yesterday I took the first step in overcoming that. Thank you for helping my brother! I love you ❤ I jumped and felt awesome I won ?
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What I'm trying to get at is, I want you to recognize how your mind will try and control you. But remember your in control, you control your mind don't let it control you. Don't get stuck in life because your scared. You'll miss out on a wonderful life if you don't get in control!
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“Nothing's ever simple. I just don't want you to ignore possibilities out of fear. Sometimes you have to take a leap of faith, believing that somebody's going to catch you.” ― Nadia Lee

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