レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 8月2日 08時36分

We lost our baby today. Sgt Pepper. Our first puppy. Our best friend. He got sick very suddenly a few days ago and passed away today, just like that. Might as well have been a car crash with me in a hospital getting operated on. This all feels too familiar.
Overnight he became blind and severely anemic. No one knew why. Yesterday he was ok, struggling in darkness but wagging his tail, eating well, alert. Today all of a sudden he couldn't stand up. Pain. He just couldn't breathe anymore and now neither can I. I didn't even get a chance to reflect over what was happening and he died on the veterinary table, not calmly and in peace but with both of us sobbing into his fur screaming no no no no NO. There was nothing peaceful about it. It was absolutely horrible.
Life keeps throwing me into hell this year. Over and over again. I feel numb. There is space between me and what has happened and I can't understand it. Maybe I'm in shock. I don't know. One week ago we were running through the forest and paddleboarding and swimming and now he is buried in our backyard. I put daisies on his grave. I miss you so much my little peppermint man. You gave us four years of absolute joy. Unconditional love. Stability. Friendship. You were the glue that brought me and Dennis together and now the whole world feels broken. Please come back to us. I'm not ready to let you go. I'll do anything. Bad things come in three so now that my best friend, grandmother and little baby have gone in just a few months does it mean it's over now?? Or are there more catastrophes knocking on my door before the year is over? I'd like to know who's running this show because I don't know if I want to be part of it anymore

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