平山ララさんのインスタグラム写真 - (平山ララInstagram)「I haven’t been myself lately. If you’ve been trying to get ahold of me and can’t- I’m sorry it hasn’t been an easy few months. Struggling with my mental health and for the most part feeling pretty hopeless- and completely lost on how to process some of my darkest thoughts and feelings My psychiatrist is holding my hand through it as well as my rock @rizziziousmar who hasn’t left my side. But this patch has been a rocky one. On a whim Ross took me to Stellies for some time out and some fresh air. When I arrived all I wanted was an outride to feel some peace and freedom. Little did I know I’d be meeting my first ever horse I could call my own. Equine therapy is incredible for mental issues and I’ve felt it’s benefits before but this has been quite a bit different. It’s like he just knew how broken I felt. To have the love and respect of such an powerful being is hard to put into words. After going back to @equine_sport_centre for 4days in a row just to be with him, we decided we couldn’t let him go❤️🙏 This is Africa’s African Sky aka Palouse 🐴 and he’s my first ever baby, an Appaloosa Sport. I’m a horse mommy! Finally! This is beyond what little Lalla could have ever hoped for and I’m beyond grateful❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you @rizziziousmar You’ve helped make one of my biggest dreams come true. For your patience, words of encouragement, love, acceptance, and kindness you have shown me. ❤️ @chantell.aylward you have been nothing short of amazing! Thank you for being an incredible help, awesome teacher and making this entire process so easy❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ It’s been a day and I’m still in tears but happy ones 🥹 #apaloosa #equinetherapy #appy」3月25日 22時53分