ジェシカ・ヤマダさんのインスタグラム動画 - (ジェシカ・ヤマダInstagram)「It was nearing sunset here, when we took Arwen and Arya out. At this age, they are curious and excited about everything, and I’m just curious and excited about everything about them! 🥰⁣ ⁣ I’ve never really had a FOMO (it’s ‘fear of missing out’, in case you’ve never heard of it hehe) before, but lately I realized that that’s exactly what I’m feeling as I watch @jessbebes grow rapidly before my very own eyes. 😳⁣ ⁣ “Blink and you’ll miss it”⁣ ⁣ It’s as if they were just tiny lil babies yesterday, who’s still learning how to roll and crawl. Suddenly, they’re running and climbing! I’m afraid if I don’t spend enough time with them, suddenly I wake up and *BAM* they’re teenagers. 😭⁣ (((Especially with twins, I always feel guilty whenever I spend my time with one of them, I’d try to compensate by spending more time with the other one, and the cycle never stops. I do know that one-on-one time is very important, tho, it’s just that, the mom guilt, and, my work, and... nevermind 😂😭))) ⁣ I know it’s unhealthy to obsess about kids (or obsess about anything, to be fair) ...so much that I can’t even get my work done. The FOMO is so real, and it has been intense these last few months. I really need to find the balance here – to have as much quality time as I can with @jessbebes, while still being productive.⁣ ⁣ One question about balance tho, is it a myth?⁣ 🤔💭⚖️ Fellow parents, how do you create your ‘balance’? Help me out, pleaseee! 😂🙏」1月16日 14時47分