アンナ・ハウスのインスタグラム(yomania) - 12月13日 09時07分


Here is miracle that happened in my and my son's life. Initially, I was hesitant to share something so personal but decided it was best to be vulnerable and do so. These are challenging times (sometimes just plain dark ones) and my heart told me that we all need to be reminded miracles still happen.
Know that I asked my son's permission prior to sharing this blessing with you all.
Five years ago, my son was diagnosed with rolandic epilepsy. Prior to this I was traveling for work all around the world. However, due to his diagnosis, I completely needed to change my lifestyle to be with and care for him. His seizures often lasted for hours. I was scared for him and felt helpless as a mother.

I had also just lost my parents; I actually buried them together on the same day. I was confused and I was upset as to why my life had so much pain and confusion. I had always done my best to live a good and kind life.

Why was I surrounded by so much hurt? Why did it seem to follow me so aggressively and there was no way to hide from it? Why did hurt want to keep hunting me?
As a result of one of my son’s long seizure episodes, he had to spend the night in the children’s hospital ER. I was angry at myself and wondered if I had failed in some way?Could I have prevented his illness? 

I decided to take some time off of work. I knew I needed to be present for my son and redefine my life’s purpose. I knew I needed stillness, silence and to be quiet.
During this time of reflection, I often would ask my mom for guidance. I was so lost.
One day, I received an inspiration to leave my son at the foot of the cross and to our Lady of Guadalupe and she would intercede as a mother on my behalf. But in return I felt that Our Lady would want me to  pray for things close to her heart. My understanding is that she wants all of God's children to feel loved. So many of our personal turmoil is deep rooted in feeling unloved or only loved under certain superficial conditions, whereas God's love is unconditional. Remember the harder we work to become great, the more we work against people on assignment from the enemy going after our character. To be continued... #miracle


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