ソフィア・ブッシュさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ソフィア・ブッシュInstagram)「This week has been a long year. My god. By this afternoon I felt physically sick to my stomach after barely sleeping and being glued to the news all week (who hasn’t!?). So I decided to intervene on my own behalf and dive into what feeds my soul and reminds me of how amazing human beings can be. For the last few months that’s been a deep dive on #cardiothoracicsurgery. It started as research for my new show, but then #covid shut down all film and television production. Stressful. So many of us, across industries and across the country have been wondering when we’ll ever be able to return to the work we’ve known and loved. But the silver lining of this very long pause before I make this project is the incredible amount of time that I’ve been able to devote to learning. About myocardial infarction, ventricular fibrillation or “vfib,” pulmonary edema, cardiac tamponade, and the evolution of heart transplant technology which required incredible steps in med tech to allow for the development of cardiopulmonary bypass, the Jarvik 2000 (preceded by the AB-180) and more recently the ECMO. • Reading the works of @atul.gawande, @kathymagliato, and most recently this incredible memoir “Open Heart” by #StephenWestaby. I spent my afternoon cataloguing my notes from this book into the massive google doc that I’ve been keeping as research for GOOD SAM. I know that sounds nerdy, but it makes me happy. I really miss scrubbing into the OR during open heart surgeries to learn firsthand. So books, books, and more books are filling the void. Note-taking and deep research is meditative for me. And taking notes on a subject like this one just reminds me of what utter heroes our #doctors and #firstresponders are. They save folks like us, every day. Then wake up and repeat. We are so lucky. I am sending so much love and gratitude to our #frontlineworkers from my research zone tonight. With every line I type into this document, I say a little prayer for y’all. Thank you. ♥️📚🤓👩🏻‍⚕️ And to my insta-fam, remember to take some time to take care of yourselves right now. We build strength and stamina in moments of self-care. And we need it. 30 days! Much love.」10月4日 11時52分