NATALIE LIAOさんのインスタグラム写真 - (NATALIE LIAOInstagram)「5 years ago I was lost, I didn’t know who I was, and I suffered heartbreak after heartbreak from my family, friends and lovers. I validated myself with the approval of others and it hurt so much when I didn’t receive it the way I had hoped for. And so I pushed them away. I felt so alone and I hated myself. Do you know what it feels like to be so uncomfortable in your own skin? It’s mentally, emotionally and physically torturous. I woke up one morning deciding I didn’t want to feel that way any longer. I didn’t want to continue down this dark hole that I felt so stuck in. I wanted out and I wanted it very badly. I knew I had to make some major changes in my life and I knew that it would require an investment of my time and energy and my dedication to what was unseen so that I could bring forth a reality that I desired. And so I followed my inner voice, despite being scared as hell. I spent years forming my discipline habits and rewiring my inner thoughts. Because I knew they were the root cause of my unhappiness. One by one, I uprooted one limiting belief after the other. Each time astonished at the density of toxicity that I carried within. I am still unearthing and unlearning every single day to this day. So that I can continue to replant and relearn. Because I never want to fall back into my old habits and allow a mindset of lack and scarcity take over my life ever again. Because it is my birthright to live a life of abundance and I will fight for it every single day. I’m not anyone special, I’m just another human finally learning how to embrace and love myself. And most importantly, be the first one to show up for myself. @innerphilosophy」7月23日 2時42分