ハンナ・シューベルトさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ハンナ・シューベルトInstagram)「The first time I heard the expression cancer as a disease was probably when I was about 11 years old. Back then I thought that cancer exists somewhere in the world, far far away but definitely not here where I am. Like : There's a place far far away where it's normal to see a wild lion on the street but definitely not here where I am. Let's be honest when you are 11 you have better things to do than thinking about cancer and its effects and that's also how it should be. I also wish that I would have gotten a lot later or better never that close and intense in connection with this topic. The word cancer was still a lot easier to stand when I still kept it at distance and it didn't exist in my life and my surrounding. But some day this doesn't work anymore. You get older, smarter and you can't hide from reality any longer. Especially not when you get a slab in your face from it one day. I'm telling you, a slab from reality can be very painful... . . Sorry for the dark words but with mothers day yesterday it was hard not to think about the reason why I couldn't spend it with my mum... . #missyoumum #fuckcancer #cancersucks #sixandahalfyearswithoutyou」5月12日 1時42分