ハンナ・シューベルトさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ハンナ・シューベルトInstagram)「First lead comp of the year tomorrow🧗‍♀️ Honestly don't think I was ever more scared of competing in a comp than now. Never felt more unready... both, mentally and physically. My preparation this year was anything else than perfect. I feel like I actually trained more than the past years but due to my eating problem the training just didn't have the same effect. At the time I did the post about this problem in February I really thought I was over it and it's only gonna go up from there but oh was I wrong. It's so much more difficult to get out of it as I first thought! It's a constant up and down. Yes I'm working on it and yes I made progress but it still gonna take a while until I can call it completely behind me. While struggling with something like that preparing well for a comp season is just hard. With so many strong people training here in Innsbruck you constantly have to face a comparison between your own shape and the one from others. Training the past few weeks was pretty hard as every time I went to the gym I saw that the others are way stronger than I am. Of course I knew that I'm not in my best shape but seeing an example of how good I should or maybe also could be every day is just frustrating. Right now I just feel like I don't have a chance against any of all the strong Austrian girls here... . Anyway it is how it is🤷‍♀️ Just have one choice now: not giving up and still giving it my everything tomorrow!💪 AND trying to enjoy it of course! 😄 Because the most important thing is to always remember why I'm doing this and that is because I simply love climbing 🥰」6月14日 22時16分