ケリー・マレーのインスタグラム(kelli_murray) - 3月11日 05時27分

I’ve called myself his little barnacle the last few weeks (as much as i hate being that person). When you hit rock bottom all you can do is lean on the ones who love you....and Sam has been my safe place. 2 weeks of extreme anxiety and panic attacks and a couple 911 calls, getting chauffeured around by him to all my doctors appointments because i still don’t feel comfortable driving, afraid to be alone with my kids for fear of having another attack...this guy has walked with me through it all with more tenderness and grace than i even knew he had. Advocating for me when i couldn’t advocate for myself. As much as i want to be a capable, fearless, independent ‘you can be anything you want to be’ type of woman....sometimes there comes a time when you need to let go of it all and accept that you need help. Thanks to those of you who have been in my corner and have prayed over me and delivered meals or flowers...you know who you are and I’m forever grateful and have honestly never felt so loved. Life can be super hard, and despite the stories these boxes might tell, we are all dealing with our own setbacks and struggles and i am so acutely aware of that now. A good reminder to show grace to everyone you meet, because we never know the struggles someone else might be facing. For those of you curious, i was on a new heart medication for my POTS that doctors think didn’t react well with me and kind of sent me in a tail spin, on top of a bunch of other meds i was on for my sjogrens and sponyloarthritis. I switched to a new heart medication a week ago and am feeling a lot more stable (but the fatigue is REAL). Still working through a lot of issues but feeling hopeful again and ready to keep fighting for my health. ❤️ ...that glimmer of light at the end of this very long tunnel.
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mommi_goose So sorry for what you’re going thru. I believe in the power of prayer to Jesus, only He can set you free. I used to have panic attacks and they started just out of no where when I was driving at night with my little one.. and I got more and more after that. I remember at a conference during a prayer I was set free from these attacks. Remember keep as calm as you can and pray when you start getting a panic attack.. may God help you through this tough time in your life😘

rachelentsminger I’m so sorry mama! So I was reading and have all the same issues except I don’t have any medications other than b/c and my ssri. I lean on my husband so much. I had panic attacks about 3 years ago when I was working as a leasing agent showing homes and I stopped working got pregnant and I haven’t Driven alone with my kids for over a year. I am afraid to be the only adult In charge and drive them. I get really anxious. 😩 you’re not alone! I hope the new meds help!

jackiewondersphoto LOVE you and @thisissamlarson so much it hurts. May the peace of God wash over you my friend. He has you in His mighty grip and His promises are true and never come back void. 💕

_karamercer So happy to hear you are on the mend! So sorry for the hardship, but grateful you felt love and all the support ❤️❤️. Sending you love and hugs during this season!!

seanamarin Rock star family. Keep setting the bar on family goals. Miss you homies. Glad you’re doing better Kelli. Give Sam a slap on the ass for me.

mouseinthehouseshop Sending healing light your way. 🌟 What a blessing to have a partner who can be there when it really counts! You are both amazing.

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