チェルシー・ルーズのインスタグラム(chelseanicholerude) - 10月2日 00時20分
This weekend I had a moment where I thought I was going to cry. It was silly, but it still struck a cord deep inside of me.
I almost cried because despite me doing my best to let go of expectations, they still exist somewhere deep in my brain.
Will they always be there? Will I eventually be able to let go of all of them? I wonder. I know they are much better managed now than even 2 years ago.
It’s almost like there’s this haze where they live. This space where I don’t believe they exist, yet they can still be found.
This weekend, I felt that. I didn’t live up those ‘expectations’ and it hurt for a second. Luckily it was just a split second. But still.
Always need to remember that it’s all for the fun. And I think this photo captures my enjoyment, just moments after my very personal feeling of being let down, which nobody else knew about (until now). Thanks for encouraging me, and capturing this happiness, @krisugarriza
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