ウィル・ウィトンのインスタグラム(itswilwheaton) - 9月4日 08時02分

Today's plan was simply to practice mountain technique, so I started out doing a sky that I LOVED, and then a mountain that was okay, but not great. I soldiered through and tried to do a little lake, which I fucked up, then so e trees that didn't quite work, and then a little house that was a goddamn disaster.

When I was ready to out a knife through the canvas (like I was in my attack crouch and everything) I decided just to scrape it all off, and *just* practice trees. That was less frustrating, so I scraped them all off, and practiced mountains. They were still a challenge, but I was starting to get it by the third scraping. So then I decided to just take whatever paint was left on my pallette, and practice all the techniques I could.

I wasn't going to share, but I kind of like the horrible, abstract, ugly thing I ended up with when I didn't have any paint left, because it expresses how I feel in my heart pretty clearly.

I'm at the point in the learning curve where it's flattening out, and it's the part of learning ANYTHING when my anxiety and need to be perfect jumps into the foreground, and does it's best to make me miserable. I'm proud of myself for pushing through it today, even though I *know* it's going to be a dick about everything for the near future.

I was so frustrated and I felt so angry with myself for making so many mistakes, but I turned them into some happy accidents, and now instead of feeling terrible about myself, I only feel mildly disappointed. I know that sounds bad, but it's a HUGE improvement over how I usually react to artistic struggles.

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