Ania Milczarczykのインスタグラム(aniamilczarczyk) - 6月4日 22時24分

Moment of truth! You’ve been asking for years, and by asking I mean I’ve been getting messages and comments all day every day begging and I’ve wanted to give it to you so badly... YouTube. I feel like I have so much to share with you all and I’ve said so many times that it was coming because in all honestly I was completely psyched and ready all those times to do it and then something has always stopped me in the end and I’ve made up dumb excuses about being too busy to finish them or damn I went overseas and didn’t have time to film them etc. So I wanted to share with you the real reason and also something most people wouldn’t know, especially people who have met me. I’m an extremely (maybe overly haha) confident person but I’m so so so scared of cameras (Snapchat filter selfies do not count lol). Like it’s a real problem, I have lost big jobs for refusing to be on camera and I’m not even engaged but I’m already so terrified of getting married because I know people will be trying to take photos of me. People wouldn’t expect it because I’m so chatty and bubbly and never ever get embarrassed or shy but cameras really get me, after a certain age my mum couldn’t even get photos of me. A lot of it has to do with thinking I look/sound completely horrible and being afraid to see myself later on BUT you all mean so much to me I’m doing it. I just wanted to share with you why it’s taken so long and what a struggle it’s been so please bare with me. When my videos finally do come out I just want you to know how hard it was and how many demons I’ve had to get to know and try to overcome to make them for you so hopefully you find them as special as this process has been for me. In my instagram stories I’ll be asking you some questions about what you do and don’t want to see. Let me know any thoughts you all have cause I’m filming stuff for you this week ❤️

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