ニーナ・メルセデスのインスタグラム(lifewithmariza) - 5月19日 05時20分

??Do you ever scroll through social media and feel like changing how you look in some way?
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Since I can remember I've never been happy with my body. I grew up in a body image of the Dolly Parton era ? Big boobs. I remember as a child in Jr high stuffing my bra with my best friend. From a young age I had a negative self image of myself and my body. I always wanted to follow the fads I saw on TV and magazines. I covered my booty with a flannel and stuffed my bra as a teen. ??‍♀️. As soon as I turned 18 I got breast implants and when I turned 21 I got bigger breast implants which I now regret very much.
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You would think after the breast implants I would feel better but no then I started obsessing on the cellulite on the back of my thighs. I would pick out small things about myself that I hated and I would obsess. I never looked in a mirror and though "Yes I look good" I only saw the bad or what I didn't like. I don't look at photos of myself to because I'll be sad that I feel like I look ugly or fat or I'll find a flaw. I have tried every yo yo fad diet on the market before I discovered "meal prepping" and proper nutrition. Only a few years ago I feel in love with the “feeling” of healthy rather than the fads of appearance. On a side note, I’m happy “booty” became a thing lol now I can embrace it rather than hiding it. As I scroll through social media I sometimes feel the pressure to fit in. Maybe I need blonde hair, colored eyes, lighter skin or smaller boobs? ? It’s normal ladies but just know YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! __
God created me perfectly, I am most beautiful when I feel it, not when others approve of it. Beauty is within and it shines through you. Beauty is a perception and everyone will have a different opinion on what that is. You have to know your beautiful and understand not everyone will see it but who cares. Don’t dim your light because it’s shining in their eyes. ☀️ I’ll still play with wigs and contacts because it’s fun. I love dressing up but I never lose sight of how important inner beauty is. ?? You can change your appearance if it makes you feel beautiful but don’t change it to convince others your beautiful. ❤️
#innerbeauty

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