スカイラー・カーギルのインスタグラム(skylarkergil) - 7月22日 03時31分

four panic attacks in two days and i'd say that's not okay but maybe that's the way it's gonna be for a little bit and that's okay because there's nothing i can change about it. the parts that are in my control, i've addressed and tbh working on my mental health has been exhausting, but worth it. i can accept the things i cannot change, although it's really hard when i'm vomiting on public transit due to a panic attack. it's really fucking hard sometimes.
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i've been offline due to a combination of business, anxiety, and a lack of having much free time or space. i've taken space for my needs and while i am doing better, i need to keep reaching out. like scabs, gettin all goey and colorful while we heal underneath. i'm scabby as fuck, but i'm also ready.
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ready for what? well.. my memoir comes out this fall on Sept 5th yall. i've been writing loads. poems flow out of me and i cry some days. on sept 19th, i'll have a book launch in brookline, ma so keep your night free ;) but yeah. i've been working so hard on all of this and i think part of why i feel overwhelmed is that i'm letting go of a huge part of my life and makin it public. that's scary. but it's also really affirming. it's a lot of things.
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i haven't been able to give much this past month, but i'm getting back into it. lil poem below for y'all. i love you ? #healing #mentalhealth #magic #2017 #transandhappy #beforeihadthewords .
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once i thought about the fire that burned down my mother's first home
and how we don't ever know that moment when we let go
we awoke just in time
the light is still on but
the candles are out

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