Out of all the scary decisions I've ever made, the best one of all was falling in love with you. __ Commitment doesn't come easy to me. I come from a history of parents and grandparents who never really settled down. I have 6 younger sisters and brothers, which after my mom and dad's separation includes two additional step fathers and three "step-mothers" (although most are too young to be considered that - my dad's current wife is 32). I've never known what longterm commitment in a relationship looks like. I never grew up with that stability, that knowing of "this is what my family looks like" because it changed every three years for as long as I can remember. There was a lot of love, that I know. I love my family and wouldn't change a thing about it if I could. But along the way there were broken families and bonus siblings that came and went and in the end, for me, a disbelief in the idea of being with just one person. So when Dennis asked me to marry him... I was terrified. Not the good kind of terrified, the kind that includes excitement and anticipation, but the kind of terrified that made me seriously contemplate running the other way and never looking back. I come from separation; that's what I know. I know divorce and death and families split in two. The idea of union, of actual trust, is totally unfamiliar to me. I've never known it. It makes me uncomfortable. I don't know what I've done to deserve a Dennis in my life because it goes against everything I know. I've fought against a predisposition toward ruining my own happiness my entire life. But still, against all odds, here we are. He asked me to marry him and I was terrified. But, somehow, I fought that instinct to run and I said yes. I said yes. Sometimes I look at him and I catch myself wondering; "how did I end up here?" I have this man who loves me totally, unconditionally, and I love him the same. I trust him not to leave and I trust myself to stay. Every day, no matter how mundane or regular, is a tiny miracle. We are married and we are happy and now we're having a baby and everything is 100% beautiful. Here's the thing: I chose love and with it... I changed the course of history.

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Out of all the scary decisions I've ever made,
the best one of all
was falling in love with you.
__
Commitment doesn't come easy to me. I come from a history of parents and grandparents who never really settled down. I have 6 younger sisters and brothers, which after my mom and dad's separation includes two additional step fathers and three "step-mothers" (although most are too young to be considered that - my dad's current wife is 32). I've never known what longterm commitment in a relationship looks like. I never grew up with that stability, that knowing of "this is what my family looks like" because it changed every three years for as long as I can remember. There was a lot of love, that I know. I love my family and wouldn't change a thing about it if I could. But along the way there were broken families and bonus siblings that came and went and in the end, for me, a disbelief in the idea of being with just one person.
So when Dennis asked me to marry him... I was terrified. Not the good kind of terrified, the kind that includes excitement and anticipation, but the kind of terrified that made me seriously contemplate running the other way and never looking back. I come from separation; that's what I know. I know divorce and death and families split in two. The idea of union, of actual trust, is totally unfamiliar to me. I've never known it. It makes me uncomfortable. I don't know what I've done to deserve a Dennis in my life because it goes against everything I know. I've fought against a predisposition toward ruining my own happiness my entire life. But still, against all odds, here we are. He asked me to marry him and I was terrified. But, somehow, I fought that instinct to run and I said yes. I said yes. Sometimes I look at him and I catch myself wondering; "how did I end up here?" I have this man who loves me totally, unconditionally, and I love him the same. I trust him not to leave and I trust myself to stay. Every day, no matter how mundane or regular, is a tiny miracle. We are married and we are happy and now we're having a baby and everything is 100% beautiful. Here's the thing:
I chose love and with it... I changed the course of history.


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