レイチェル・ブレイセンのインスタグラム(yoga_girl) - 10月1日 10時57分

Late night candle lit yoga with this guy on my mat the entire time. He digs himself beneath the blanket I use for Savasana and puts his head on my neck in Child's Pose. He wants to be so close. All the time. I think about Pepper who would put his little face on the corner of my mat but not more. He'd lie there, looking at me, my feet landing just centimeters away from handstand to Chaturanga. He never flinched. Trusted me blindly. But he stayed with that corner, never interfering. Like he knew, I need space to move. I wrote that word just now, move, and my phone autocorrected to Love. I need space to love? I guess it must be true. I think of all the loves I have lost this year and I lose my breath a little bit, once again. Like it's new information. But maybe that's all it is. Death. A little space to love. @ringo_thegringo is close and I love him. Pepper has given me space to love and in that space love grows. I hope he feels it, somewhere. My love is growing thanks to you Pep. It is.

I will never understand death. But I understand this moment. For that I am grateful.

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