レイシー・バンハードさんのインスタグラム写真 - (レイシー・バンハードInstagram)「I don’t get much time alone these days, 4 whole days a month which in perspective is more than the average mum. These 4 days I’m usually exhausted and have nothing left to give. They’re usually filled with early nights, baths and silence. Ahh the silence. This weekend had some tears all week has been that way. The year is coming to an end and I’ve spent the morning looking back. This year has been the most insane yet. I’d say transformational yet terrifying. As I look back through the spring & summer I spent with my daughter I notice, it was a deep healing time for me. It’s incredible how us mums can show up for our children and households whilst trying to also pick up the broken parts of ourselves. Women you are superhero’s our gifts are innate. I had to let go of fighting what I knew was broken.. my relationship with my daughter’s dad. We both knew it was over for a while yet we both clung on. I was terrified of what would happen next. I was ashamed because I was carrying on the now 3rd generation of single mums. I felt like I had failed as a woman. Terrified of how it would affect my daughter. It was the one thing that mummy couldn’t fix. But it had to end. I look back now at these photos and it was the best summer just me and my girl, although behind the scenes it was filled with tears and what I didn’t notice was that it was the time for me to relearn who I really was. Not all the stories I had collected over the years. I was about to go into a 10 day vipassana, I had lost so much weight, I wasn’t eating, I was confused, lost and heart broken. In the next post I’m going to share my healing journey ✨ #healing #selflove #self #love #heartbroken #reparenting #relationships」11月20日 19時54分