パイパー・アメリカ・スミスのインスタグラム(pyperamerica) - 10月10日 09時20分

You can’t see color when there’s only one.

Oh the spectrum! Dark, nasty loneliness and giddy, loopy cuddling and giggling. I had both in the last 40 days. I had starvation and feast. I had sun and moon and every single star. Right above me. I saw the Milky Way twice!!

I hope I can feel things all the way. Fully submit and be there. If I’m avoiding pain, I’m probably denying myself the fullness of pleasure too. They said beggars can’t be choosers. I guess I’ll be here for all of it. Until I find the loophole…. stay tuned.

As scary as it was, as sad as it was, I am still technically breathing. So I guess it’s just a matter of time before I pass through more light. The sun is scheduled to come up tomorrow… so that’s good.

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