ザッカリー・リーヴァイさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ザッカリー・リーヴァイInstagram)「This. This just hit me. Right now. As I was dead scrolling thru Instagram, yet again. Why do I find myself here? Why do any of us allow ourselves to be sucked into this type of time spent? I started to internally chastise myself, as I am wont to do, then my therapy took over walked me down a kinder, yet still firm jostling. A little “wake-up” shake. Because I’m more able to treat myself with more loving kindness, I’m able to recognize that my procrastinations and chosen distractions are ways of self medicating, survival. Then it dawned on me, “I think I’m actually afraid of the next phase of my life.” Not afraid to fail, as failure can always lead to success if the lessons are being learned. Rather, afraid of prospering. Afraid of stepping into the life I really want. And have always wanted. Why is that?? Why do we, as humans, fear being our greatest selves. Is it the responsibility that comes with it? The continued discipline and hard work necessary to sustain it? The target we’ll become for those who wish to pull us down? And, or, perhaps, the fear that we’ll no longer have anything to blame for why we’re not there yet. So yeah. I’m gonna try and distract myself less. Which means I may not be as active around here as I normally would be. Which is good. 🫠🙏」6月14日 1時15分