RUBY TUESDAY MATTHEWSさんのインスタグラム動画 - (RUBY TUESDAY MATTHEWSInstagram)「A little lost for words at the moment but grateful for these moments with my babies. Some days I feel strong and a true power house but Post natal depression sneaks up on you. A nervous breakdown isn’t what I expected. But we are here. And I’m still going. This will be my last 7 days on instagram then I’m leaving my phone at home and checking myself in for some deep therapy and to learn some new tools because . For months I’ve been proactive with drs , psychologist, psychiatrists, and number of therapists. I have good days and bad ones. I’m feeling angry these are my cards I’ve been dealt, that I’m so proactive and I can’t shake this silly thing. Medications don’t work this time round , I’m angry that I’ve forget the old me. But I also see the light. I know the woman’s rebirth after having a child is possibly the greatest growth of her lifetime. Only because I’ve been here before. I have hope and I know it will get better and be better than ever ! My girlfriends who have traveled to come help me. My family who no matter what show up. Family really is everything 🤍 and for that I’m grateful 🤍」6月4日 21時07分