レイチェル・クックさんのインスタグラム写真 - (レイチェル・クックInstagram)「Playing in this form is wild. Because of my career and the age I started modeling, I subconsciously became very identified with my body/appearance. Like it was me. But it’s not…. I didn’t realize it at the time, but my external appearance was tightly knit with my survival too. Looking a certain way = money for food and shelter… And also just the desire to be accepted by the industry and receive the perks of being “a model” or fitting the “hot girl” criteria of the moment. I’m still in the process of disidentifying with looking any certain way and it feels so fucking good, and also makes me realize how deep it goes! Damn. Can I play in this human form and create art, without it meaning anything? Can I still be whole, complete, and happy if I gain weight? Can I still be confident if I don’t wear makeup and all black? Can I accept it all and let go of any attachments to being any one thing? Can I be all of it and nothing? Haha ok ok 😂 That’s enough.」5月19日 4時26分