エム・フォードさんのインスタグラム写真 - (エム・フォードInstagram)「I remember starting my life over again at 29 and feeling like I’d thrown away my ‘youth’. Feeling like I’d wasted the best years of my life with the wrong person romantically bad decisions professionally and without warm embraces personally. ⠀ The day I hit 30, I cancelled seeing my friends. I was so stressed about work. About life. About health. About being perfect. About clawing back what was taken from me. ⠀ About showing up online. ⠀ I never once thought about showing up offline. ⠀ When you grow up without a healthy support system or knowing what a healthy relationship looks like it’s hard to break the cycle. ⠀ When your body is addicted to chaos, it’s hard to sit in peace. Because you’ve never known it. ⠀ It’s difficult to recognise the signs of abuse neglect gaslighting negligence because you don’t know anything else. ⠀ Maybe you never have. ⠀ It takes work. A lot of work. ⠀ It took me a year to put myself back together again after some of the things I’d been put through. To pick up the pieces of my soul that had been chipped away online & offline. ⠀ And it took me another year to finally realise who I am, for the first time. What I care about What I don’t. What’s missing in my life, What is not. ⠀ That’s what I’ve learnt since turning 30. ⠀ It’s never too late to start your life over. In fact, It’s the best thing I ever did 💙 ⠀ Swimsuit: @normakamali via @netaporter Earrings: @hm Necklace: @lovisajewellery Location: @sixsenseszilpasyon」2月23日 3時23分