オーブリー・ピープルズのインスタグラム(heypeeplesitsaubrey) - 7月11日 03時32分

growing up in the south in an extremely conservative and repressive environment, i received absolutely zero sex education, aside from sex and my body being sources of shame in need of constant monitoring. and i was constantly monitored. hyper-femininity was forced on me as long as i can remember. i was not encouraged to advocate for myself or what i want. a strict adherence to gender roles was expected. as i hit puberty, the scrutiny increased. my every move was examined to derive if any hint of sexuality was present. sexuality in general was something to be squashed, and queer sexuality? forget it. growing up a child actor only compounded all of this. at eleven i began taking headshots, instructed repeatedly to have options for a “hot older look” and a “girl next door” look. as a femme-identifying human in this culture, you get sexualized at a young age, whether from the expectation or repression of sexuality. simultaneously judged for being too sexual and not sexual enough. its no wonder i developed an eating disorder as a teenager. my body has never felt like my own, until recently, and feeling safe in my body is something i have to constantly work on. and i am so proud of myself for how far i’ve come. so many things have happened to my body that i did not and could not consent to - the confusion of my childhood, harassment on sets, unhealthy relationships, all of it making it more difficult to feel safe not only in my body but in this world. i know i am not alone. i know there are far more of us with similar experiences than we realize - because we live in a world where rapists walk free/get a free pass due to fame/are presidents, where brittany freaking spears is denied agency over her own life despite changing the music industry and is forced to give millions of dollars to her psychologically and physically abusive father. this society hates femme sexuality. it’s a battle every day.

i wanted to write a ~sexy~ song about consent, so here ya go ✨

it’s called body language ✨
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