イスクラ・ローレンスさんのインスタグラム写真 - (イスクラ・ローレンスInstagram)「Sometimes I miss the old me. Sometimes I miss how comfortable in my sexuality I was. How unashamed I was of nudity and posing provocatively but in an unforced natural way. I shut myself off from a lot of things when I grew a platform, started to feel the pressure of people holding me to a “role model” standard and expecting me to be the perfect polite well rehearsed human. I remember telling P at a cardi gig - I don’t even feel comfortable twerkin in public letting “loose” I feel the eyes on me even when they’re not - I don’t want to let people down and be a “bad role model” I don’t want to to be a “bad influence”. I felt like sharing this with you today because I needed to get it off my chest and I’d love to know if anyone feels this way that the pressure of an online personality made them shrink or deny parts of themselves? Regardless of what industry you’re in there’s certain standards I think we all feel like we have to adhere to to be socially acceptable online - how do you feel about that? Because I’m really trying to re find all these lost parts of me✨ I miss shooting with you @matthewcomer 😭」7月2日 2時59分