ビジー・フィリップスのインスタグラム(busyphilipps) - 2月15日 22時44分

Hi. Gina woke me up too early and I grabbed this sweatshirt from my closet and as I was walking out the door Marc was like “what is that sweatshirt” and I realized I’d grabbed Birdie’s “treat people with kindness” sweatshirt(our clothes now are often put in the wrong closets😭) Anyway, I got super emotional just now looking at pictures from a year ago. When I used every frequent flyer mile I had saved and flew Bird and myself to London for 4 days because a new friend (💗 @ファーン・コットン ) had put me in touch with Birdie’s favorite YouTubers (my sweet @ダニエル・ハウウェル and @フィル・レスター ) I shared what Birdie was going through and they agreed to meet us for tea if we ever happened to be in London- I was like “GREAT HOW’S TWO WEEKS FROM NOW?” Look. I haven’t really talked a great deal about it because it’s not entirely my story to tell but all I have to say is this: when you have a child in crisis, being bullied for who they are or suffering in any way, you will do anything in your power to try to help them realize that IT GETS BETTER. But what often we(as parents or caretakers or siblings) can’t see ourselves is that IT WILL. I was so singularly focused on Birdie feeling better, doing better, that it was almost impossible to see it myself. Our friends in London were wonderful but I won’t lie to you, our last night in London was possibly the darkest hour of my life. I left Birdie watching tv in the hotel room and I walked around alone in a city so far away from home, listening to music and as I sobbed over a lamb biryani, I thought I don’t know if I can keep doing this... Being strong for my kid who I told repeatedly that it would get better but then secretly thought myself but WHAT IF IT DOESN’T? There was no way to know. And as I was sobbing on the phone to Marc he just kept saying, “we’ll see you in New York tomorrow. Just make it to the airport. It’s only a few more hours.” And I thought I didn’t know how to even do that. But we did it. I kept saying in my head, “it will get better.” But here’s the thing. It didn’t get better- not right away. It actually got worse for a bit. But I hung in. Birdie hung in. We all hung in and I am here to tell you: It gets better.

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