カリスマ・カーペンターさんのインスタグラム写真 - (カリスマ・カーペンターInstagram)「A very very dear person to me died in early 2020. I’d known him for 10 years and saw him weekly. Sometimes twice weekly for stretches of time. I haven’t known what to say about losing him or how to articulate exactly what he’s meant to me. It’s felt like an impossible weight to put it all into words. As a “sort-of” related anecdote; 25 years ago my beloved dog, Sydney was lost by Delta Airlines for a day and half. I wanted to write a letter to Corporate about it but the task was too overwhelming. How could I possibly convey the heartache, worry, anger sufficiently? Every time I thought about how scared she must have been, how abandoned she must have felt, how she was bursting to go the bathroom before finally going inside her kennel or how cold she must have been while waiting for transport for hours on a cargo loading dock somewhere at Chicago’s Midway airport in the dead of winter...I became blocked by emotion. It was such a daunting task that I never wrote the letter to Delta informing them of their vile negligence. Some things can’t be expressed. Somethings can’t be expressed when you need to express them. Even when you want to. It’s just too much to confront. But here I am trying to get the blurry, messy emotion organized in a way that reflects the loss I feel and the profound impact he had on my daily life. Idk what’s gonna flow. But I want to try. Also, this is mostly for me. It may be triggering for some or way too much emotion for an app. I understand. Scroll on. For those that read it, thank you for allowing me the compassionate space to get this out. 🙏🏼 More below*」1月27日 10時05分