ジョルダナ・エリザベスさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ジョルダナ・エリザベスInstagram)「a little birdie once told me to “relax, what the hell are you worried about .............love will find you” (btw in the most condescending tone you could think of lmao) I was both confused and frustrated by this concept because that would mean I had absolutely no control. That would mean I had to relinquish the idea of needing to constantly fix myself or do something or be somewhere to find them. That would mean I had to completely surrender. I wanted to disbelieve what I heard but when you hear truth, you KNOW truth. Thinking back, i realized that my panic and impatience left me unnecessarily suffering. Feeling as if i was broken for being alone. It’s quite laughable to think about that now. Why would I think such a thing? My life partner showed me that love will meet me where ever i am and whatever state I’m in because that is what love is. I don’t have to do anything or be anyone ... i just have to love. I’ve decided to refrain from giving people advice on the topic of love because #1 wtf do I know and #2 wow that experience is an absolutely unique and wordless experience that I don’t think anyone has any answers to ... it just is. But what I would have said to my past self is to enjoy that time , you know single life. It is just as precious and beautiful as where I am now. The only difference is I was fighting against that experience. All I needed to do was relax, to be much more trusting of its purpose and believe that yea .... it does find you.」12月8日 1時38分