ジェームズ・ヴァン・ダー・ビークさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ジェームズ・ヴァン・ダー・ビークInstagram)「Been feeling my way around how to talk about this moment for some time, now... one year ago today. This was less than 48 hours after witnessing an 18-week #pregnancyloss in our shower and rushing @vanderkimberly to the hospital. 12 hours after missing all of camera blocking thinking I wouldn’t dance, but then changing my mind after Kim said, “I’m not done watching you dance, I want to see that samba again in the Finals next week.” This was ½ an hour after the judges pretended to not know what was going on with me after I tried to fake my way through a cha-cha with a broken heart, and just moments after they’d chosen to send a different contestant to the finals, who - along with everyone else in the room - was shocked at their decision and tried to give me her spot live on air (@allybrooke is an angel ❤️). I point out all of this only to say that at perhaps any other stage in life, my demeanor in this moment would not have been so serene. I would’ve felt injustice, frustration, anger, pain... but what came over me as I comforted my partner and told Ally no way was I taking her spot... was grace. A grace, which - to be honest - I had not been fully in touch with prior to losing that little boy. And this might sound crazy to some... but I feel like that was his gift to me. That was one of the things his soul came here to unlock: He gave me access to grace. And I share this because we’re all going through something - and for many of us it’s much more dire than a celebrity dance show - but the mystics talk about the cure being IN the disease... and whether or not that’s true in every situation, on behalf of the son I’ll only ever hold in my heart... I’d like to invite us all to the possibility that it just might be.」11月19日 1時25分