アンジェリカ・ブリックさんのインスタグラム写真 - (アンジェリカ・ブリックInstagram)「I always want to be honest with you guys here and it’s been such a weird time for me these past few weeks. So much happy feelings, laughter, dreams coming true mixed with sorrow, grief and bad news. Mixed emotions I don’t know how to handle. I get angry at myself for being negative and for being sad when I have so much to be proud over, when I have so much to be thankful for. I get really angry. I feel like I’m not obliged to even be sad, like I’m just a spoiled kid. But I can’t help my own emotions and feelings and I know that if a friend of mine would be sad I would tell them that “it’s ok to be sad and that you can’t ever compare with other peoples grief or sadness”. And I want you also to know THAT doesn’t make me LESS thankful, but rather more thankful for all the positive stuff I have in my life. But I just want to be honest with you, and share my thoughts and feelings. Cause, maybe I’m not alone. And maybe that can be helpful . That it’s ok to have mixed emotions and to not know how to feel. I also want to be open that not everything you see is the entire image of a person. There is so much stuff behind it all and you know I always try to be as open and honest with you as I can. Cause at the end of the day, we don’t know what the person next to us is going though. And with that said: stay humble and kind to each other. We never know a persons battle. Ps. Sorry for the rant. Just wanted to get it out of my chest and I know you guys have my back just as I have yours. I love you guys!」11月14日 1時44分