Marinet Mattheeさんのインスタグラム写真 - (Marinet MattheeInstagram)「An extraction from my notes on vulnerability: I’ve never quite footed myself in belonging. I’ve been floating from here to here to there and over here. I’ve yearned for belonging. For safety from within. It has always felt very fleeting to me. Chapter 20: I thought I belonged. Chapter 30: I’m very far away from what I thought was beloning. I’ve changed genre and books. I’m lost in nostalgia. I’m here waiting for a beginning of belonging. Do I already belong here? Is this my place? Is this what life feels like? Distant vague fragments of clips. Standing on the outside looking into who I use to be. More yearning for who I want to be. Waiting for her to show up and take me under her wing to fly deep into the abyss of certainty. Certainty in herself. Put one foot forward and keep moving. I’ve been stagnant waiting for my wings. Perhaps they have been clipped. Perhaps they have not been reared. Perhaps they have been waiting for me to take action. To believe. To fly. - MM. Can you relate?」11月12日 9時28分