ブリアナ・エヴィガンさんのインスタグラム写真 - (ブリアナ・エヴィガンInstagram)「Last week I was stopped in my tracks walking through my kitchen after an OK day, nothing good or bad necessarily happened that day, other than that I got to be with my parents which I never take for granted... being with them was the good part of that day. As I walked in to make dinner I was stopped in my tracks, I heard the words “what is the quality of life right now? What is the value?” This was a WORLD question, not just for myself. I felt the weight of the world hit me so hard I couldn’t walk. I though of us all coming home to our tiny little boxes. For those of us that have them, as grateful as we are, would throw them away to be anywhere else right now. These little bubbles were trapped in, that so many don’t even have to be safely trapped in. It goes both ways, THE GRASS IS ALWAYS GREENER. The word “privilege” to me and having grown up “privileged” was simply that I had the gift of a roof over my head. That I was fed by my loving parents, they would have given me anything to make sure there was a roof over my head. There are parents that are dying to give their children that and can’t. To try and imagine what people are really having to fight for through this time while we watch the world go by makes me feel helpless, hopeless. It absolutely crushes me, makes me unable to function some days of the week, but one thing my parents did teach me is that you can NEVER give up hope. You give up hope, your dead, that’s the truth. I had a dream that night about a lion protecting me from 3 tigers. That night I asked before bed “please guide me, let me be your vessel, show me what my purpose really is here, I can’t see it, show me, I feel lost.” This dream rocked my world, it’s more detailed but most importantly it was something that kept my soul hungry this week. Painting this image made my dream real. The strength within us is unimaginable. This image mirrored what’s inside of me right now. An emotional ball of sadness, darkness, anger. But really, a ball of light, curiosity, vibrance, courage, hope and LOVE. The unknown excites me, messages that come my way that don’t fully make sense make me feel alive, give me hope. Be gentle,find hope,love deeply, I love you」8月7日 12時26分